In Idyll, there is a place that appears different to all who encounter it. It is best described as a river, but whether it is a clear-glass stream or a lake of blood-thick ink, whether the building in the centre is a new cottage or a skyscraper ruin--or whether this structure exists at all--depends on the individual. This is The River Windrose, named for the petals that drift with the wind to the spaces of the unconscious.

Monday, December 8, 2014

Character Meme!

Hello! I died, but have now been resurrected.

TL;DR: Wrote 50K for NaNo, life and school are kicking my ass. Will update the project plans page because stuff is going to change lol.

NaNoWriMo: MADE IT! I stopped updating the calendar during the week I kinda didn't write, but I still ended up writing 50K...of mostly silly randomness, but I at least wrote words? XD

Basically, with life screwing around with me I was completely unmotivated to write or really do anything. By the time Week 2 of NaNo rolled around I was barely at 12K. I wanted to give up. But then when I told Forsaken about it, she was like "...you're just going to give up? You were so excited for it though!" and then my friend the TATAbox was like "that's ok even if you don't make it. Just write and try to reach 50K. If you don't make it, then aim for 70K by the end of the year."

I started with Zephyr but then ended up writing random stuff and then started writing interactions in a quasi-otome/ dating simulation game XD. More later on this project, called Princess of Skysoul.

Life: Uh yea, it sucks. This quarter has been just destroying me.

I donated platelets again last week and watched 50 First Dates. It was really cute! It's about a girl who has anterograde amnesia so she doesn't remember anything after a day and a guy that's dating her.

Writing: For the writing tidbit today I have a meme that Forsake also did. I ended up getting really into it, but I hope you enjoy it! Sorry if it's a little confusing because some of the characters aren't familiar!

Taken from [here]! Thanks!

WC: 4,332
RULES::
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1) Pick 6 characters in any order
2) Don't change the questions
3) Please don't look at the questions while picking characters, it's more fun if you don't! 
4) Tag 2-5 people to do the meme (if you want)
5) Have fun! 
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PICK SIX CHARACTERS::
1. Sonora Li
2. Evan Blackthorn
3. Hellani Collisar
4. Alina Zephyr
5. Rielle Noem
6. Nova Callias

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1. Okay so first, introduce each other! [1] introduce [6], [2] introduce [5], [3] introduce [4] and vice versa. 
I did this at like a casual function of something of friends.
1 & 6—
“Presenting Nova Callias, the Fatespinner. I’m Sonora Li, representing Aileron Studios.”  
“This is Sonora Li, one of the best summoners I know. You can call me Nova.”

2 & 5—
“This is Princess Rielle of Frost. She’s great. And I’m Evan. You might know me better as Bladewater or frostswordOX12.”
“Evan Blackthorn—swordsman and…gamer. I’m Rielle Noem, at your service.”

3 & 4—
“Alina Zephyr, Object of Holena. I met her when traveling across the country. I am Princess Hellani Collisar, crown princess of Deathchasm. Pleased to make your acquaintance.”
“She is Hellani, daughter of the Empire and crown princess of Deathchasm. I am Alina, a deputy of Edihn. Have we met before?”

2. [4] What is [2]'s lover/crush and what do you think of him/her? If [2] doesn't have one, who do you think fits best with [2]?
4=Alina, 2=Evan

Alina: I believe he likes Sonora…sure, if they like each other they can fit together? I do not exactly have an opinion on the crushes of my friends. 

3. [6] has to pretend to be [1]'s boyfriend/girlfriend because [1]'s parents want someone to go out with [1]. [6] is not amused with [1]’s offer but does so anyway. How does it go?
1= Sona, 6= Nova

Sonora explained the situation to the Fatespinner, feeling a little awkward at taking his precious time for such a trivial matter. 

Nova raised an eyebrow at her, clearly perplexed. “Ehrm…sure. It’s no trouble for me. But wouldn’t it be better to ask Evan since you actually, you know, like him?”

“N-nononoo, that won’t do at all.”

Sona’s mother is not very impressed by Nova, except that he looks half decent. The fact that he came from a shepherd’s family doesn’t help either. Then she find out that he’s got powerful influences across the world. Then it’s all happy and she’s very impressed from there. Mr. Li is a little more suspicious. “You don’t seem the type to be so close with my daughter at all. What’s really going on here…?”

4.  Curiosity got to [3] and he/she went inside a haunted mansion. [5] is the owner and [3] finds out! Do they fight, run away? What happens?
3=Hellani, 5= Rielle

“I just want to see what it’s like!” Hellani contvinced herself. “After all, the palaces in Skysoul and Deathchasm are entirely different. I just want to explore. Yes. Yes.”

She wandered down the deserted rooms of the mansion. At the slightest movement, Hellani spun around, alert and ready to fight. There was a figure moving quickly down the hall. A light appeared between them. 

“Oh!”

“You’re…Princess Hellani, right? Pleased to meet you! I’m Rielle, princess of the Frost. This is my place. What’re you doing here?”

“I was…exploring!”

“May I give you a tour?” Rielle asked cheerily, completely unconcerned that someone had just technically intruded in her space. Come to think of it, she hadn’t exactly been surprised… “I haven’t exactly had a chance to renovate the place. You could give me ideas?”

5. Oh no! [2] is in terrible danger and no one will help him/her! Though [2] believes someone will help him/her, who is it and how long will it take for [2] to realize? 
2=Evan

He was screwed. His scholarship didn’t carry over to the summer but he needed to take a class that was only offered in the summer. It was impossible. There was no way he could get another job or scholarship this late. 

Some part of him desperately wished someone would save him—anyone. But really, he’d always relied on his own strength to pull through. He told his few friends, but they weren’t in much of a shape to help him. 

He had no choice but to go and cancel his enrollment in the class. He was at the door to the administrative building when he caught sight of a blur in the air. He recognized rose-pink wings before they disappeared and their owner landed a few feet from him. She dashed over to him and pressed something in his hand. “For the class you wanted to take! Zina told me about it.”  

He unfolded the piece of paper she’d folded in his hand. It was a check from her own account, written out with exactly enough for two summer classes. “Sona—this… you can’t just…”

“You need to take that class to graduate, don’t you? And you wanted to take the other lab as well…I think you should go for it!” 

“But…”

“And it’s cheaper to take two classes over the summer than just one.”

He could see she wasn’t taking no for an answer. “Thank you. Um…How can I pay you back?”

She blushed and looked away from a moment. Then she snapped her gaze back and looked him in the eye, resolutely “Would you like….” She faltered and started stuttering, but refused to look away in shyness. “I mean—…um…coffee?” 

Ok that wasn’t really terrible danger. Written in the same style, but different situation: 

He was screwed. His sword was on the other side of the arena and he couldn’t feel any magic around him. 

Some part of him desperately wished someone would save him—anyone. But really, who would help a castaway like him? 

Just in the nick of time, a flash of light blasted between him and his aggressor, holding them off. “Evan, get up!” a voice called. His sword came flying back to him, and when he caught it he looked around of his savior. 

“Sona—how—“

“I’ll tell you later! I’ll stun him, so attack him while he’s open!” 

6. Everyone falls in love with [6], and [6] was pretending to be with [1]? When does [6] first find out and how does he/she fix the problem? Does [6] kiss someone or ignores it? How does it go?
6=Nova
With everyone fawning over him or flirting with him or otherwise hanging around him, Nova was starting to get a headache. Finally alone in the comfort of his room, he slapped his hand against his face. This, in addition to whole act of dating Sonora, was starting to creep him out. He looked around his room, intending to get back to reading that novel he’d started that morning but then remembered he’d left it in the dining hall. Great. If he wanted to get it back, he’d have to brave his five new admirers. 
Then a little knock came at his door. He opened it nervously, ready to blast them if they were holding flowers or chocolates. 
It was Rielle. She alone had seemed more or less normal in light of everyone suddenly falling in love with him. Well, normal as in she was just as shy but energetic around him. He ushered her in and quickly shut the door again. 
“Oh…I brought your book!” She handed him the book he had just been thinking about and he accepted it delightedly. “I was reading the same thing and was wondering…if you would like to read together.”
He accepted quickly and offered her the bed and some tea. He settled in on the rug himself, facing the window like one of the protagonists seemed to do a lot. Rielle’s light blue hair pooled on the ground and he took the opportunity to quietly examine the long strands for a moment before returning to his reading. Hours passed with only the sound of pages turning. Outside they occasionally heard someone squealing for Nova to come out and “play” with them.
Rielle gasped suddenly. Nova looked up and saw her tearing up as she stared at the book. 

“Where are you?”
“Vincent! He—He finally confessed to Seren! They kissed!” She was smiling as tears fell. Rielle looked up at him and suddenly her cheeks turned pink. “I-I really admire his bravery, that’s all. It means a lot to me…I um…would like that.”

Nova nodded and handed her a handkerchief before returning to the book himself. He wasn’t sure why the confession would mean so much to her, but to each their own. Personally, he wanted to read more about the window.

7. Burning house! Everyone must chose someone from each other, Save, Kill, Marry, Kiss and Sleep with? Who do each of them chose, and they must be from this meme.
I didn’t like this so did a simple Bed, Wed, and Behead for this (aka a FMK). 

1. Sonora— Bed Alina because she thinks it would be interesting and Alina probably has some crazy experiences. Wed Evan because she actually likes him and behead Hellani if anything because everyone else is already her precious friend (or a dearly beloved person of a precious friend)

2. Evan— Bed Hellani because she’s cute, wed Sona because she likes him and try to (and fail to) behead Alina because if he tried to touch Rielle or Nova, the latter would probably kill him. 

3. Hellani— Bed Evan probably, because he’s the only guy of similar age. Then wed Alina because Alina wouldn’t even bat an eye if she found someone else and wanted a divorce. Kill Sonora because she’s entirely too overpowered and dangerous. 

4. Alina— “I would probably bed Nova because as fellow Objects, it would be the least awkward afterwards. I would wed Rielle because the Princess of Frost is someone worth protecting and I could best protect her from her side. And…It would be pitiful that someone must die, but behead Evan because everyone else has an ambition or  responsibility that they nobly serve and are indispensable in. Apologies, Evan.”

5. Rielle— If she absolutely had to bed someone besides Nova, then maybe Sona because she’d be gentle about it…”hopefully…”. Wed Nova, definitely. Behead Evan because chaos people are creepy.

6. Nova— “Bed Sonora, Wed Rielle, Behead Hellani. Please don’t judge me.”


8. What did [5] think of his/her choices? Is anyone disappointed in [5] for what he/she chose?
5=Rielle

Rielle: I-I would really rather not bed anyone before marriage and I definitely want to marry Nova so can I not?! 
Nova: I…was not aware your feelings were so strong, but…thank you…I think…
Rielle: We’re destined to be together! I know it!
Nova: You only read fates though. Fates can change.
Sonora: (whispered to Nova) You say that but you like her too, teehee. (Aloud) We can just sit and talk about our crushes if you’d prefer, Rielle!
Evan: Why do I have to diiieee?? D: D: I’m not creepy! 

9. Who is most precious to [3]?
3= Hellani

“My family.” Hellani smiled and looked up at the clouds. “My siblings grew up with me. We struggled together to make the most of ourselves despite our parents’ ambivalence.”
Then she looked back at her fiancée and took his hand gently. “But they’re not the only ones in my family. There’s you too. You’re going to be my family soon, and your family is my new family here in Deathchasm.
“I couldn’t just name one person. My entire family is just too important.”

10.  [1] bought two tickets to the movies for [6] and himself/herself. How does [6] react? Does [6] accept? Why or why not?
1=Sona, 6= Nova

Sona: Nova..um, this is just a thank you present. I heard you just finished the book, so I found a film version of Under Black Wings…would you like to come with me?
Nova: Oh cool! Yea, sure!

Then, at the theater: 
Nova: I just realized…this would be considered a date, wouldn’t it?
Sona: Oh…yes…normally, I supposed it would. But it’s not a date if neither of us see it as one. We’re just going as friends.
Nova: Oh ok. Cool.

11. [2] is jealous that [6] is "going out" with [1]. Yet [6] and [1] are pretending! [2] decides to tell [4], what is [4]'s advice?
2= Evan, 6= Nova, 1= Sona, 4= Alina.

“She even confessed to me!” he was ranting now, and part of him was feeling very childish and silly, yet the larger part was still drunk on jealousy. “Why’s she dating Nova? I mean, I know Nova is stronger and smarter…ok he’s better looking too, but he’s younger than her! And she confessed to me!”

Alina leaned back, crossed her arms and propped her legs on the table. “Evan, you sound jealous.”

“Jealous? What, me? No way! I mean, it’s not like I mind; I’m happy if they’re happy but—no really! I don’t feel a thing! I’m just surprised!”

“Evan, I think you should go and talk this out with Sonora.”

“What’s there to talk about?!”

“You should tell her your feelings and ask her if she still feels the same way for you. Or if you can trust yourself to be calm and not act like an idiot, ask Nova himself what the situation is and how they started dating.”

“Why would I talk to Nova? I have nothing against him! Absolutely nothing! What—“

“Or if you are going to continue to rant and rave, you can at least do so to Rielle instead of me. She too was fretting that her beloved was dating someone else.” 

His attitude changed immediately. “Rielle’s going through the same situation? She’s so young though! I need to make sure she’s ok.” He left the room quickly. 

Alina facepalmed. Hopefully by the time he reached Rielle he would realize what obnoxiously obvious trivia bit he had missed. 

12. Where is [3]'s favorite place? In the park, cafe at a football field? Maybe even a bed? Tell us!
3= Hellani. 
Awkward moment when this girl is from a choose-your-own in which the options for her “usual place” could be anywhere from the courtroom to the running track to the kitchen to the auditorium. This is kinda a neutral answer:

“My favorite place would be my room,” Hellani said after deciding that her usual spot didn’t need to count as her favorite. “There are so many places to relax and I’ve got everything I need and enjoy within a few steps. It’s a perfect place to get work done or just unwind after a long day.”

13. [2] gives [6] a massage, how does [6] react?
2=Evan, 6=Nova

Their misunderstanding finally cleared, Evan offered Nova a foot massage. Nova didn’t reject, although he was a little surprised at the generous offer. 
“I always figured you could use it, the way you’re always training or traveling,” Evan told him. 
Afterwards, Nova decided that massages were very good things for relaxing the muscles, and that he would have to ask Evan not only where he picked up the skills, but also where he could obtain a back massage. 

14. [5] turns out to be a royalty! [5] tells [3] he/she wants to rule with him/her. Does [3] accept, or just think [5] is crazy?
5=Rielle, 3= Hellani
This was totally not rigged. Both of them are actually royalty. I twisted it a little:

Rielle was surprised when she was chosen to be queen over her sister, who had always been the preferred princess between the two of them. Her sister would have even connected better with the citizens because she had experienced life in every social class in her travels around the world. Rielle was just a lazy girl who had hardly left Frost since she was born. But if she was given this honor, she would do her best. 

She invited Crown Princess Hellani of Deathchasm to help her rule. It would be helpful to have the more experienced princess’s opinion, and definitely help secure the relationship between their territories. She formally asked the other princess at a small gathering. 

Hellani responded politely enough: “I’d be honored to help you as you’re staring out, Rielle, but I cannot rule with you indefinitely. I do have my own kingdom, after all.”

15. There is a sale on lingerie, [1] sees it and goes to buy it. Is it for [1]? Or a special person?
1= Sona

Sonora was nervous. It wasn’t just that she was going to shop for lingerie, which was definitely not something she should do as a respectable girl. And the misunderstanding between Evan and Nova had only just been cleared. She definitely wasn’t at that stage of relationship with anyone but…it was so pretty!

She disguised herself and everything before going and tried to make her trip as brief as possible, only pausing to try the styles and sizes before purchasing everything in cash and leaving as inconspicuously as possible. 

16. [6] sees [1] at the lingerie store, how does [6] react? Does he/she care?
6=Nova, 1= Sona

Even though the person leaving the lingerie shop with a big bag in hand didn’t look like the Sonora he knew, the magic aura the person had was definitely Sonora Li. After a moment’s hesitation, he shrugged and moved on to the bookstore a few stores down. This wasn’t his problem anymore. 

When Nova next saw Evan though, he wondered what kind of expression the other boy would make if he told her what he’d seen.

17. All six OC's are forced to live together, yet there are three bedrooms, two rooms have one double bed each (4 OC's). Another room has two single beds (2 OC's). Who sleeps with who? How do they resolve it?

Everyone reconvened in the living room quietly, thinking over possible sleeping arrangements. No one spoke. Finally, Sonora spoke up. 

“We’ll divide it by gender,” she said, articulating clearly and decisively. “The two boys could have the room with the single beds and we girls could take the larger beds.”

“R-Right!” Rielle piped up. “Sonora, you and Alina were teammates so you’d get along well already right? I wouldn’t mind sharing a room with Hellani. I could even sleep on a sleeping bag so you can have the entire bed to yourself.”

“Sure,” Hellani agreed. “I don’t mind sleeping on the floor either.”

Evan and Nova replied that they had no disagreements either. Then the Object spoke up: 

“Or,” Alina said straightforwardly, “Sonora and Evan could take one double room and Rielle and Nova could take the other and Hellani and I could have the individual beds.”

Hellani thought this made a lot of sense as well. “That’s perfect.” The couples could be together and she could get her own bed. She looked up at the scarlet faces of the other four. Yup, perfect. 

“NO!” the chorus of disagreement was instant and unanimous. Alina shrugged, overruled, and kicked her shoes off in one of the rooms with a double bed. 

Results of this:
Evan and Nova get along and become better friends. They end up pushing the beds to opposite sides to clear out a small area for playing games. The bedstand stays in the same place, and holds a constant pile of clothes.

Sonora and Alina are pretty neutral about each other. They try sleeping on opposite sides of the bed, but Alina ends up deciding that a sleeping bag is more comfortable and familiar. Their room is cramped with art supplies that both of them use. They become closer teammates, but not best friends or anything.

Hellani and Rielle are awkward at first but become great friends and allies. The room is split every evenly across the bed in the middle and they have two sets of blankets and pillows. They stay up late braiding each other’s hair and talking about anything from politics to magic lore and occasionally any love interests. 

18. Everyone is asleep except [5], what does he/she do? Go out and eat food in the fridge, play games or do karaoke? What happens?
5= Rielle

Rielle slipped off her bed quietly. She had slept the last two hours trying not to toss and turn so she wouldn’t disturb Hellani, but no longer. She slipped quietly out of the room and after a moment’s deliberation, tried opening the door glass door to the balcony. When it squeaked, she locked the door again and simply teleported outside. 

Her bare feet stepping silently on the cold wood, she leaned on the railing with her bare arms, staring up at the waning crescent moon and the winter constellations around it. It was chilly outside and at first she shuddered in her thin nightgown, but opted not to go back and blunder through her room in the dark to search for a robe or jacket. Instead, she lost herself in her thoughts. Their random visit was coming to an end. She didn’t know how to feel about going back to Frost—she enjoyed traveling, and seeing the world outside her little ice cube. 

The soft thump of someone landing on the balcony behind her made her turn around. Nova straightened, immediately taking off his characteristic cloak and draping it over her shoulders silently. She looked up, and realized he might have been perched on the roof earlier. “How long were you up there?”

“A while,” he replied, leaning against the railing next to her. “You looked cold.”

“I was controlling my body temperature,” she told him, reminding him of her thermal control abilities. “But thank you for the cloak.” She wrapped it around her, smiling a little. It smelled like him—a delicate balance of mint and a bit of sweat. A bit charred from stray mana hits, but also like freshly- dried cotton. “Why are you up?”

“I wasn’t,” he admitted. “I fell asleep on the roof.”

She smiled and turned her gaze up to the sky. “Stargazing?” 

“Sort of. What’s on your mind?” He turned towards her; she told him, eyes still cast towards the heavens. “Huh. You can travel with me when we get back if you want. The training master wants me to tour the area for extra practice.” Rielle looked down from the sky, her eyes alight at the offer. 

“Really?”

“Yea. You’re bright, and I could protect you from anything we run into.”

“But…wouldn’t it just be the two of us?” She had somehow stepped closer to him as they talked and was close enough to be whispering. 

Even Nova understood that. His pointed ears turned the slightest shade pinker and he looked away. “I-I don’t mind. So..if you want to…”

They were close enough that Rielle could feel the warmth from his body now. She moved her hand out, gently touching his hand. Their eyes met, and he didn’t shy from her touch. She leaned closer, closing her eyes. 

Their lips met. The kiss was soft and Rielle felt Nova’s uncertainty—the conflict within him even as she felt his arm wrap around her waist and his other hand cup her cheek. It was a kiss of inexperience but also gentle, genuine care. It was short, but sweet.

They separated after barely a few seconds, but remained close together, their foreheads gently touching. A small smile graced his features and Rielle felt a smile form over her own face. She opened her mouth in whisper. “I’d love to.”

19. [4] Is depressed about something, what does [2] do to cheer him/her up?
4=Alina, 2= Evan

When Alina hardly greeted them and went immediately to her room, Evan was sure that the sad feeling he felt was coming from the resident Object. He knocked on the door. “Alina? It’s Evan! May I come in?”

The door opened on its own, controlled by her telekinesis. Alina herself sat on the rug, arms crossed petulantly and staring at around 3 dolls floating in the air. One of the dolls turned around and waved an arm at him. 

“Hi. You looked um..upset. What’s wrong?” he asked, glancing nervously at the dolls under her control. 

She shook her head petulantly. “It is not of your concern,” she told him.

“Ok,” he replied quickly. But he couldn’t just leave her depressed like this, especially not after all the help she’d given him with the misunderstanding with Nova and Sonora. That must have taken a lot of patience. “Is there anything I can do to cheer you up?”

She appeared to give it a few second’s thought. “I am re-enacting the Forsaken’s Under Black Wings. Have you read it?”

He had. He remembered Sona mentioning the book was better than the film, and he had picked up Nova’s copy in curiosity. 

Alina blinked at him, then one of the dolls moved over and fell into his hand. It was a gray, stiff-eared rabbit in a suit. “You are Vincent. I am at the part where he is talking to his window and Seren and Gregory invite him out for a treasure hunt.” A small digital reader lifted up from the floor, already on the scene she’d mentioned. 

He daren’t comment on the childishness of the request. He found his line in the book and started reading. “My brother is playing with the prisoner again, dear window….”

20. The meme is over! Are they relieved or wanting more? Did you enjoy it? Don't forget to tag (if you are tagging)

Everyone’s more or less content with the retreat! :) And I definitely had fun. XD 






Saturday, November 1, 2014

NaNoWriMo 2014


NANOWRIMO IS UPON US! WRIIIITTTTE!!
I'm going through a bit of an emotional upheaval right now. But NaNo first.

Zephyr: This isn't a story about saving the world. It's about one girl trying to save herself. 

Monday, October 27, 2014

NaNo2014: T minus 2 weeks.

Hi!

TL;DR: Writing "Zephyr", not "Sun Dagger" for NaNoWriMo 2014. Was thinking of joining a deviantART roleplay but won't. (Featuring a drawing!) Some musing about what my mentor teacher said and a few images of identity.

NaNoWriMo 2014: As indicated last week, I'm not going to be writing Sun Dagger for NaNoWriMo 2014. I talked it over with Forsaken before finalizing the decision, but basically, Sun Dagger has always been a story I worked on slowly and random scene by random scene. In my excitement I had come up with a beginning-middle-end story format for Sun Dagger, but upon closer examination, it had a lot of plot holes and a lot of cultural situations I would like more time to develop.

From there my options turned to: Psychic, ECA prose version, or Zephyr:

  • I decided against Psychic because my original vision for it was nowhere near 50K words, and honestly I didn't really want to try writing it in a month. 
  • ECA prose version was a very tempting option. I already have a solid story with 100+ scenes that just need to be fleshed out, and it would help me explore into Edge territory. (Edge is unwritten and its story keeps getting changed, but....it's personally meaningful. 
  • Zephyr isn't really a story. It's an extended character background of my roleplay character Alina Zephyr. I do have an outline of it, but Alina's adventures leave enough leeway for me to write random scenes and explore the world with her. 
We narrowed it down to ECA or Zephyr, and from there, I decided to take a risk and work with Zephyr. ECA would be the "safer" option, but I want to work on something new, and play with a different character. We'll see if I made the right choice. 

Roleplay and Art: I stumbled upon King and Queen Academy yesterday and was super excited, enough to redesign a character, draw and ink her for an application portrait, but then reality caught up to me.
Enlaika Hieron as a KQA student.
So many problems with this drawing, but
I'm still proud of it.
It's been a while since I've drawn.

RealisticMini: Wait, Mini, do you really have time for a roleplay? Especially one that involves drawing?
OptimisticMini: No it should be fine. I'll be able to spend a little time every week on dA and drawing. 
ArtisticMini/ the mini that draws and sews and does creative projects besides writing: Yea! It'll be ok. If I don't need to color, then it'll just be a sketch and inking. One a week. It's good practice and it's not time-consuming. 
WriterMini/ NaNoWriMo mini: If you're concerned, then you can just tell the admins that you're doing NaNo in November and won't be active until December. 
ArtisticMini: exactly! You usually do an art project in December anyways :)
Mini: yea....this sounds like a good idea.
RealisticMini: Hold up. December means finals. You've got to study and keep up with fieldwork. Fieldwork isn't just a side-class thing now. It's as important as anything else. 
Mini: Well...yea....that's true.
WriterMini: I hadn't considered that. You have writing projects to continue in December too, did you forget? You promised you would try to treat me more seriously as well, not just as a hobby.
ArtisticMini: .... :'( 
Mini: But...
ArtisticMini: No...they're right....
WriterMini: D: ArtisticMini, I'm sorry! 
ArtisticMini: I understand. :') I just have a small request: Get a proper notebook/sketchbook and start noting details down. Observations. And...even if it's not for a roleplay, try to draw more. You'll be happier too. 

So ultimately, it's like Forsaken mentioned: "I don't recommend it, but [I'm not going to stop you]." (Paraphrased at the end.) The artsy part of me agreed: it's not recommended, but it shouldn't stop me from drawing entirely. 

Being You: I keep going back to something my mentor teacher said on Friday: "I've had quite a few more years of being me than you have being you. I've had more time to get comfortable in my own skin."

In context, I was asking how I could be more humorous and she responded it just wasn't me. I shouldn't be trying to mimic her brand of humor, but to find my own personality and my own niche. Being funny just isn't something I am. I admire wit, but don't consistently expect from myself. Her conclusion was that "You're quirky; you just have to find a way to show it." Forsaken helped me understand this conclusion today as well. I actually like it. (hey, it has "q", "k" and"y" in it. I like all those letters.)

Out of context I thought it was insightful because it gave me the image of people wearing different "skins" (think character alternative looks) and gradually finding what was consistent and fundamental about them across all the different looks. Like a kid in an oversized/ weirdly shaped costume and gradually growing into it to that it fits them perfectly. 

And in the context of my artistic disappointment: I've always appreciated my breadth of interest, but I think I'm finally starting to find pillars that are central to my character. And as I find these, I want to put more into them:

I write. I enjoy school and learning. 

I'll definitely be ok.


Monday, October 20, 2014

Kaza meets Addaellis: the meme

As promised, the meme to last week's scene!

And...because we all know I'm indecisive, I think I'm actually doing a different story for NaNo 2014. This is because Sun Dagger as always been my go-to for writing episode-by-episode and despite having a semi-plausible idea for a novel plot, I think I would rather keep it in little parts and develop the world that way. XD More next week. 

WC: 769
Pick a character: He or She or It has just broken the fourth wall to come to visit you. 
Kaza at 11/12ish/ the age he is in Sun Dagger. 

1. Their reaction: Surprised. Completely creeped out by how everything looks and the trees and the “metal trees” and honestly scared shitless. Once he calms down he tries to figure out what’s going on.  
2. What is the first thing they say upon entering our world? “Where am I?…Who am I supposed to be here? Uhm…excuse me?” 
3. They find out you are their author/ the god of their universe. Their reaction? “You are…the creator of all things? Even before the Gran Tkalis? What…what does that even mean?” Decides eventually that this means that I was the parent/ one of the sibling deities of Gran. Once I tell him that he’s the protagonist, he’d be like (after a lot of contemplation)“…I’m not sure the world works that way, even if you think you built it that way. The Gran Tkalis thought that we were just portions of his children, but we have individual feelings and thoughts too…I’m just a character in a world you built, one that you decided to focus on. But everyone else in my world is just as real and complex.” Aka “I respect your power but I’m not sure that you’re entirely right.” 
4. Until they can return to their world, they have to stay with you. How do the living accommodations go? How does your present roommate react? He’s gotta hide in my room or my brother’s room. Like, maybe we can pass him off as a friend of Wells’s. Once we get him some more modern clothes anyways. 
5. Who do they miss? Ani the most. My brother’s wisecracks would be a mean and thoughtful version of Ani’s headstrong and brash statements. We’d be poor company, although he’d get comfortable with asking us about stuff. After than, He’d miss talking to and working on stuff with Eli and Kiwa. I would remind him of Keri, with how talkative we are.  
6. What aspect of their world do they miss? His city, the open space, and knowing everyone. The simple and community-based lifestyle basically.  
7. What do they like most about your world? The university and forums. Lectures would be familiar (aside from the AC) and he’d love listening to new ideas about how the world works. He’d be interested in how online forums connect people’s thoughts, and be very interested to hear even the trolls.  
8. What do they hate most about your world? Money/ the capitalistic aspect of it. The concept of working for something that buys material things would be more foreign and unappreciated than even the concept of working for power.  
9. What do you guys do together while they're here? He would come to class with me! He’d probably try watching me write sometimes, and otherwise just try to gather as much information as he could about this world. 
10. Actually, why are they even here? Was the visit accidental? Are they demanding something? He might have been trying to get help from a different “realm” or something and instead was transported here. Once he understands what I can do, he would ask me to help solve the problems in his world, but would be absolutely against my just erasing them and giving them a happy-go-lucky existence. 
11. When it's time to send them back, how do you two part? Shake hands, something cordial like “Hope you enjoyed your time here”. “Yes, thank you for your hospitality. Please continue to take care of me when I return.” 
12. How long was this visit? A few weeks, months, less than a year for certain though.  
13. Does any aspect of their behavior change after their experience with you? (Assume time has passed and they remember their time with you for this question) He’d probably tell Ani and Kiwa in confidence about it, but then more or less keep it to himself. He’d occasionally wonder something like “Is this what she would call a plot point? How many times has she revised until our lives became like this? Or is this moment a revision that I will forget in an instant, rewritten by another drop of ink?” 
14. And how would their reaction be if they reappeared in your world again after the conflict in their world was resolved? (Assume they recognize their world and reappear next to you while you’re alone and finishing up editing their story.) Hello! Life goes on though, doesn’t it? I don’t suppose there’s a sequel?

Monday, October 13, 2014

Kaza meets Addaellis

Salve! Apologies for the late update ><"

TL;DR: BLOOD OF OLYMPUS. I've been breaking the fourth wall in anticipation of Sun Dagger for NaNo 2014. This is a rough scene/ writing exercise.

Reading: The fifth and final book of the Heroes of Olympus, came out on the seventh! :D :D :D :D Despite school, I finished it in two days. XD This marks the conclusion of my favorite series (yes, this beats even Harry Potter for me) and a world of wondering at the ending. It's a brilliant ending, although not without Rick Riordan, Troll in Chief's touch. D: D: D: D: D: I'm suspecting answers will be hinted at in Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard, due in 2015.

Writing: For NaNoWriMo, I plan on adding 50K to the Sun Dagger word count. This week, in anticipation of that, I wrote a scene where Kaza is pulled through the fourth wall to and meets addaellis, aka me! ^_^ (this concept just drips with self deification -_-)

This is posted anachronously. The accompanying Break the Fourth wall meme I made up for Forsaken and I was heavily referenced (this will be posted next week!) This was supposed to be a short 20 minute writing sprint. I got a little carried away and ignored the 20 minutes part.

I have problems with the wording in places. I was getting sleepy as I edited, which is probably why Kaza's dialogue is a weird sounding and why Adda sounds entirely haughty. This might be edited further to address those issues but it was really just a speedwrite. We'll see.

Nevertheless, I hope you like it! Next time is the meme that preceded this scene. Also, I might be updating the Projects Page and Index soon, so if that changes, please don't be alarmed.

Word Count: 1,013
Character: Tkalis Kaza, from the pen of addaellis.
Setting: A timeless void (some random room in the Writer’s Convention).  
Sand and dust settled around Kaza. When he emerged from the swirling sand, he saw nothing but darkness and the twinkle of stars in every direction. He blinked, thinking his eyes would adjust to the darkness. But the blackness persisted. He looked down to find his bearings and found the ground equally discocerting. He could hear the sounds running water below him if he concentrated enough, and when he concentrated even more he could feel cool but not cold water running through his toes. The water moved quickly, then slowed, then quickened again. Despite the pull of the water though, he was not pulled by the current. His feet felt like they stood on firm ground, and when he walked, he did so without apparent splashes in the smooth ground.  
Evidently, Kaza was not in Anasazi Xhihalla. In fact, he reckoned he was not in any place that Sun Tribe ever rode. Kaza immediately kept alert. In that case, who was he in this new place?  
“Welcome, Tkalis Kaza,” a voice greeted. Below his feet, the water slowed to a calm and he looked up to see a woman crossing to meet him. She was dressed in strange draping clothes that flowed off her like the river beneath his feet.  
He raised his hand in greeting. “Excuse me, Are you familiar with this place?” 
“I am.” She responded. “Let’s not waste time with introductions. I am Adda Ellis, the avatar of your Writer. Everything you or your world entails is a figment of my imagination, penned into words or drawings. This is a room in my mind; here we may speak briefly.” They shook hands and from the instant their skin touched he had a sudden understanding of what she just said. 
Kaza was a little concerned by the words she used and the authority with which she spoke. “Writer…As in…the created of all things? Even before the Gran Tkalis?” 
“Yes. I created Gran to create your world. You though, are the protagonist.”  
Kaza struggled over her words. He might have struggled longer, but she touched his shoulder in a comforting motion. Again, understanding filled him. Several weeks of contemplation filled him in an instant. Mentally, he likened her to the sibling or parent of the Gran Tkalis. As such, he spoke with respect, but candor—it would not do to hide his grievances against her. A being of that magnitude of power would be able to able to handle his small qualms, and would know his thought anyways, maybe even before he had it. 
“I…see. Yet..I don’t think it works exactly that way though, even if you think you built it that way. The Gran Tkalis thought that we were just portions of his children, but we have individual feelings and thoughts too. I’m just a character in a world you built, one that you decided to focus on. But everyone else in my world is just as real and complex.” He lowered his head in a humble bow. “I respect your power, but am not sure you are entirely right.” 
Adda Ellis returned the bow, opening her arms in welcome. “But you do grant me the ability to manipulate your world?” 
“If you do reserve that power, I’d rather you use it to help the problems that are happening in my world.” 
“Would you prefer if I erased these problems completely?”  
He thought about her offer for a moment and made up his mind as soon as he could: “No. That would make our existences meaningless, not only for ourselves, but for your stories as well, wouldn’t it?” 
Adda Ellis nodded. He had come around to her way of thinking very well. 
“Definitely not then,” he decided. “But can you give me the guarantee that we will solve these quandaries and come out stronger for it?” 
She smiled. “Of course. There wouldn’t be much of a story if that didn’t happen, did it?” She summoned a ceramic vial from the nothingness around them. “What though, you don’t seek to elicit a promise not to kill off those dear to you?” 
Kaza had a sudden insight that the vial in she was holding was one that could save any of his friends—even bring them back from the dead. He took a step forward instinctively, then stopped.  
It was true he wanted to protect those close to him. He didn’t want anyone to be hurt, even those opposing him and Hopa, if that were possible. But there was something wrong with that guarantee.  
“There’s a catch, isn’t there?” 
“No, no, no catch.” She held the vial out to him temptingly. “None as bad as you think anyways.” 
“I’d love some of that. But….” He couldn’t shake the feeling that the vial was trouble. If there was meant to be a way to save everyone, then he would definitely come by it by his own power. If not, then he would know it was in the will of their fates for tragedy to happen. He hated to condemn anyone to that, but could not bring himself to accept a panacea in blind faith. 
“I see your train of thought,” Adda interrupted. “Well, if you think so.” She banished the vial. Kaza was surprised he didn’t feel regret at its disappearance. “Alas, your time here runs thin. Naturally you won’t remember your time here,” she said briskly,  She reached forward and they shook hands again. “But I’m sure we will meet again. I hope you enjoyed your time here.” 
“Thank you. Please continue to take care of me when I return to my world.”
Her smile wasn’t exactly reassuring as golden sand swirled again around his feet. In a moment, his senses left him and he vanished from the void. He hoped he had done well enough—impressed this avatar enough so that his visit did good. Writer or not, it did no good to offend those that would be friends. 

Monday, October 6, 2014

Summer Manga-Final Update

My usual reading/ watching post! As always, SPOILERS AWAIT! (Though most of them should be appropriately marked.) This can be considered a continuation off of the update earlier this summer. 

ANIME/ TV SHOWS
Bakuman: As mentioned, this is probably my favorite manga ever and I wanted to watch the anime just to relive the story. I like the power of the manga more, but the anime seems pretty faithful to it. :) And we get to see everything in color! XD

Legend of Korra: Can't believe I didn't mention book one and two, but I watched book three over the summer. Definitely the strongest season of the show so far. I like the development of the antagonists and the insight in airbending. Korra's gotten more character development as well.

No Game No Life: Finished season 1 and OMG SO AWESOME. I need to analyze everything more, but my initial response was just sheer amazement at the scheming that Sora and Shiro do. Stephanie Dola's ditziness is sometimes face-palm worthy and other times just flat out annoying, but I do appreciate her sense of loyalty and faith. Jibril...her wings....that's just too cool.

MANGA:
Absolute Duo: (ongoing) This one just started, but I really like the art and am curious where it goes. A little disappointed with the lack of updates though.

Battle Royale: (for some reason I can't find a link that works; complete) Similar premise as The Hunger Games: every year, a middle school class is chosen to participate in The Program. Students are given a bag of supplies and sent out to kill each other until one person remains. If no one dies within 24 hours, the collars on their necks kill everyone.
The manga shows snippets of the students' lives and the life they came from. It's scary, and sad to get to know this kid and then watch his/her brains get blown out (literally; it's graphic). Connected to the reoccuring motif of personal demons and childhood traumas, there's an interesting theme about how demons/ monsters are made, not born.
(Kinda a plot-spoiler): All my more-liked characters die...so sad.

Kyou, Koi wo Hajimemasu (Today, Love Starts!; complete): Cute shoujo manga with an interesting though insecure protagonist, Hibino Tsubaki. I especially like that she's a hardworking student with a random hobby like hair styling. It took me a while longer to get used to the genius/ playboy/ make lead Tsubaki Kyouta, although I ended up really liking him as well. Super cute, definitely worth the read. Always action/drama-packed (probably because they're both a little too insecure -_-) and I like it enough to go back and reread a few cute scenes sometimes.

Last Game: (ongoing) Shoujo and school life--I particularly feel a connection to this one because most of the action happens in college instead of high school. Both of the protagonists are great students; unlike Kaichou wa maid-sama and Special A though, it's the guy that's in second place that's perpetually chasing the girl. Koujo is naive, even for me, but I think that's what makes her so adorable. Super cute; I'm definitely looking forward to this one; it has good monthy updates too. This is probably my favorite on this list, and might even go somewhere in my top ten, depending on where things go from now.

Mahouja Koukou no Rettousei (ongoing) -- Shounen, scifi/ fantasy and school life. "Magic" has become a science, and nations are competing to nurture the new "magicians". First High School in Japan is one such high school devoted to training students with magic capability. I love the theory of magic and the way magic is quantified into science. Even if it's not exactly the kind of theory I'd go for, it's an amazing theory of magic, and I'm really enjoying the theory of magic as portrayed this way. Even though I'm looking forward to updates, I really dislike the two protagonists. The boy strikes me as ridiculously clever and overpowered, and I'm not liking his sister any more either, even though she seems to lack his extent of cleverness.

Rockin Heaven: (complete) Shoujo and school life. Pretty good. There are a few drama elements and  some pretty interesting scenes that kinda go against the typical shoujo manga, and overall a cute story. I like the ending particularly.

Romeo x Juliet: (complete) An interesting take on the traditional Romeo and Juliet story. It's really short, and quite interesting. It might have benefited from having more time to develop the characters and their motives.

Shinshi Doumei Cross: (complete) Shoujo and school life (and a great touch of drama). The sickness of greed and the rich is pretty prevalent in this one, considering everyone is rich. The backstory isn't revealed until pretty late, but it's pretty interesting. Some gender-bending in this one.

I've also been keeping up with Daytime Shooting Star (Hirunaka no Ryuusei) which is apparently nearing the end. It's been an incredible run, and I have to hand it to the protagonist for being more assertive. :) (And seriously, Mamura is too kind. <3)


Monday, September 29, 2014

Diamond Grade-- Clock Chamber

Greetings!
I'm posting "Too Long; Don't Read" summaries at the beginning of my rants/ explanations. (Or "Too Long; Didn't Read" if at the end!) XD They'll be in the blog's consistent purple for easy identification.

TL;DR: Project Plans page up. The Drive By concept has been renamed "Diamond Grade". This snippet is part of an art-based writing challenge. 

Title of story and prompt credit to Forsaken. Art credit to Andrew Ferez, 25kartiok on deviantART. 

Art credit to Andrew Ferez, 25kartiok on deviantArt.
Blog observation: To keep track of what I'm working/ thinking of there is a Project Plans page now. It only tracks current projects/ plans or things in hiatus (abandoned projects are unmentioned). The Index remains as a quick way to find all the published work.

The story today: By now we should probably all stop believing Mini when she says she's going to write something or not write something. I was working on Psychic when I realized it was going to be a lot longer than I had initially thought. And I really want something completed to show for the summer. That was when I realized the Drive By concept would do perfectly; I was having trouble with the context of every scene, but like this I can just write the snippets I feel like.

Today, Forsaken issued a challenge to a group of us writers that involved taking the pictured scene and writing 500 words of narrative. I know this comes as in the middle of everything, but I hope it's still comprehensible. I focused a little more on what was happening in terms of the story and was thus a little less faithful to an actual interpretation of the image, but the scene was definitely an inspiration for the scene.

The first glimpse (and a very unrepresentative one) of the elusive "Drive By" I've mentioned in so many posts-- Please enjoy!


WC: 498

        Dr. Syis’s office was covered in light wood. It exuded comfort and intellectualness. Nate or Nathaniel or whoever he was now looked around, taking in the decor as he awaited his new father’s arrival.  
        He found the clock against the wall curious. The main clock face told the time well enough, but there were also two other small clocks that told different times. Nate  recognized the one on the left as reading the time in Avis Fior, where the Syis had come from. The small right-hand clock moved slower than the others—a timer? Or just dysfunctional? And then there was the body of the clock: taller than even Nate and ornately decorated. Through the hole in the body of the clock were books. 
        Nate peered closer at the latch against the side. It looked like the cabinet opened outwards to allow access to the books. Hidden slightly behind this latch though, was a small crack. It was small and thin enough to pass as a flaw in design or material, but Nate knew a lock when he saw one. His curiosity was piqued.  
        He pulled on the door, pressing the hidden release latch. The door opened smoothly, revealing a passageway. The walls of the path were covered in books. Only two to three feet above his head was a arched roof.  
       A chill ran down his spine. It wasn’t whatever he might find that scared him; it was that the secret passage had been left unlocked. It was like Dr. Syis was inviting him. But why? He was a newly adopted son. Why trust him? 
        He snatched the lantern from its nook and stepped in, squashing his uncertainty. He ran his fingers along the spines of the books he passed. Like the ones in the disguised display cabinet, their titles suggested matters of science. Along the curved passage, a few journals of history and magic lore joined their titles. This was expected: Dr. Syis, after all, worked to define the line between nature and magic. 
        Around the corner was a replica of the door he’d come through, without the disguise of a book cabinet. It was left wide open, another silent invitation.  
        The passage opened into a chamber. The walls and even the floor was made of differently sized and patterned stones and decorated with candles and alchemical equipment. The master of the chamber and house sat meditatively a few yards from the door. Between the wooden door ledge and Dr. Syis was a single burning book.  
        Nate knelt down, fixated on the book—a journal, judging by the handwriting. 
        “I’m returning it.” Dr. Syis’s eyes remained closed.  
        “By burning it?” Nate reached forward, but daren’t touch it as it burned, charring over lines describing a battle of gods without hurting his hands. 
        “Its owner is a seraph. Now that I am finished with it, this fire will return it to its next owner.” Nate’s adoptive father stood up. “I understand your interest in alchemy. Welcome.”

Next week: I'll have started school by this time next week, so it will be the final Summer Reading post!